I have absolutely no reason at all to be angry, or sad or really any negative emotion. That is one of the sucky things about being a girl. There are times that you just can't control the way your hormones are making you feel. While at the same time you have no idea how or why you are feeling a certain way.
What's even more sucky is when you can't predict when your hormones are going to make you an insane, tearful, crazy, calling other drivers cunts and flipping them off in traffic maniac. If it was all just as simple as every 28 days PMS it wouldn't just jump up and surprise me. I'd be like OH! Yes that explains so much. I don't have PMS like that because I don't have periods. So when I wake up in the morning a crazy person it takes me a little bit to figure it out because the calendar doesn't tell me it's time for that hormonal bull shit.
I guess the benefit to being a property manager is that I'll probably get to yell at someone today and maybe even make them cry. I am also in a position where I can just close my office door and ignore everyone if I want to. Right now I'm going to go get a cup of coffee and go to the bathroom to cry (because if you cry in the bathroom it didn't happen). Wish me, my staff, my boyfriend and everyone on my commute home today luck. I think we're all going to need it.